In the beginning at Discussions in early 2022 when I was first set on by the spooks they sent me messages through memes. One featured gangbanger types with pulled switchblades type imagery. Another was a quote like 'Who is this Polack trying to take our girls?'
I've had a lot of these types of memes realized on the ground. They were meant as portents of the future and especially with US intelligence memes - psychological warfare intended to intimidate-stop me-slow me down. One featured beautiful white women decked out like demons, dangerous to approach or proposition. I saw a woman in real life transform before my eyes into the exact image in the meme. This is explained by retina scanner technology that both the US and Russia have. They can alter visual perceptions with this tech.
The upshot here is that 'Knifes Out Playboi' is graffiti I saw yesterday on a building. I saw it right after THEY relieved me of the no water-no food project. I take it to mean I'm getting full bore into the pickup women stage of my mission (basically the centerpiece of the whole effort) and I can expect jealous boyfriends, irate thugs. Danger from non-police actors in short. I cold approached 12 women to fuck yesterday. Failed everytime. But one of the last ones was more successful than the others. And my conditioning is proceeding as such that I'm getting near fearless and shameless. I saw Jesus as a spectral shape after I jacked off on a freeway off-ramp last night.
So I'm either going to be spending the next however long doing what every dweeb only dreams about - cold approaching beautiful women to fuck with the first words out of my mouth - or this thing is actually going to go somewhere and I'll enter into family formation stage.
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My life is way too weird.
https://youtu.be/rP9Z5Pc8cRM
https://youtu.be/AiebvAkb4LM?si=300wUnjxIaQol26Z
That coldplay song came out of nowhere. Feels like forever ago since I last heard it.
Some explanation is necessary.
In the beginning at Discussions in early 2022 when I was first set on by the spooks they sent me messages through memes. One featured gangbanger types with pulled switchblades type imagery. Another was a quote like 'Who is this Polack trying to take our girls?'
I've had a lot of these types of memes realized on the ground. They were meant as portents of the future and especially with US intelligence memes - psychological warfare intended to intimidate-stop me-slow me down. One featured beautiful white women decked out like demons, dangerous to approach or proposition. I saw a woman in real life transform before my eyes into the exact image in the meme. This is explained by retina scanner technology that both the US and Russia have. They can alter visual perceptions with this tech.
The upshot here is that 'Knifes Out Playboi' is graffiti I saw yesterday on a building. I saw it right after THEY relieved me of the no water-no food project. I take it to mean I'm getting full bore into the pickup women stage of my mission (basically the centerpiece of the whole effort) and I can expect jealous boyfriends, irate thugs. Danger from non-police actors in short. I cold approached 12 women to fuck yesterday. Failed everytime. But one of the last ones was more successful than the others. And my conditioning is proceeding as such that I'm getting near fearless and shameless. I saw Jesus as a spectral shape after I jacked off on a freeway off-ramp last night.
So I'm either going to be spending the next however long doing what every dweeb only dreams about - cold approaching beautiful women to fuck with the first words out of my mouth - or this thing is actually going to go somewhere and I'll enter into family formation stage.
Crazy shit though. No book could do it justice.
wtf