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Today has been a big day.
Walking down the street Jesus Christ said to me: "Don't worry about the li...br..." - and just as he started enunciating the last word I caught sight of a sign to a building I had no idea about and read (insert city or whatever) Public Library. If you're familiar with my post history you may know I've had a number of these what I'll call timing coincidences that I've posted about.
As is often the case in this spook stuff - whether it be spooks in the sky or spooks from alphabet agencies - he tells me he did this to bolster trust. Building trust is a cardinal component of intelligence work. The enhanced trust was needed to push me into my next project: he tells me as of today I don't need food and water. Note that want and need are not the same thing. At any rate I'm now set to abstain from both food and water until at least election day.
Typically the average person will die in going more than 3 days without water:
https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/325174#how-long-can-you-live-without-waterI
If this goes wrong - and presumably I am going to survive this - I think I'm going to surrender. Or try to.
If you're behind on all this here have been some of the highlights:
Very interesting. Make sure to tell us how it goes.
Well, I already flubbed it. But it's not over. Hours after posting the OP a couple of beaners offered me two burritos. I ate them, wanting them, and then drank some water out of a water faucet. Jesus tells me THEY rarely do this - give beings like me powers, that is - so it takes a bit of experimentation to see how a body - my body - adjusts to the new reality. I still WANT food and water. I supposedly just don't NEED it.
I'm now as of today going until midnight on election night, technically seven days, without food and water. That is the goal. Jesus tells me if I'm offered food again I can relent. Otherwise no dice.
I am in a situation presently where food is not readily available to me. I have no money, no knowledge of nearby food banks, etc. I can probably go a week without food. The challenge is of course more the water. Doubly so as I have to avoid obvious issues like being tempted by water fountains, etc.
The implications here are obvious. If I can demonstrate that I can live without water beyond what human endurance allows - I'm going to be very hard to stop.
Watch for signs. As much as Abraham was willing to sacrifice his son, the test was about willingness and not the result of action itself.
Fasting and prayer benefits, but sometimes the thing we set out for is not the thing that the Spirit wishes us to see.
Like being in a trance of routine, it's hard to think outside of the box to see things that exist outside of the routine. Whenever I misplace something like car keys, some make a petition to St Anthony to pray on their behalf. But I always see that as a deeper opportunity to find something that I wasn't looking for but usually stumble into as a result of my initial search. "Our Father who art in heaven, thy will be done..."
The glory of a fast in itself is like the crowning flower of a blade of grass. But the journey that it sends you on may open your attention to the mission of duties that your talents are drawn to.
Best wishes with your fast. May you connect with your mission that you are called to. Stay safe.